interview

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so..



what if i didnt get accepted to the program. what if i couldnt secure my internship. what if the zaynab crap fails as well. what do i do this summer?



i think i will just take classes - right?



interview tomorrow. and i dont know what to expect. i'm thinking of taking my calendar to show her.

and wow her with some of my work. im going to go also print out a couple of copies of my resume. ahh so muhc work to do .. im falling behind.

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a lot to do -

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this weekend is going to determine a lot. i have to write three different cover letters, finish a personal statement and I have to finish the voices against violence commercial.



a lot to do. but this is what it's about it. it's about testing your limits and see how far you can go.



insha'Allah ta'alaa I will be able to take care of most it these next two days.



insha'Allah

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my company

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my company of favorable friends

they all stand in lines like army men





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im beginning to think that I sometimes feel that the world is out to get me. i think i get it from my father.



so how do i combat this? salah.



notice the period.





salaamtak

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working white 3

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i should learn when to shut up.



there was no reason for me to have said anything. but the only reason why i said it was because i am just frustrated how everyone else ends up suffering for the mistakes that one person makes.



this probably makes no sense to anyone.



but whatever -



my self efficacy is beginning to increase. :D



sometime someday

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figuring this out -

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it's taking me sometime. but I'm beginning to believe that one person does have the power to change things and can sometimes overpower a collective effort.



this is only achieved when the individual has enough intrinsic motivation and is doing it with his heart. sometime someday this will make more sense to me.



- astughfirullah, I'm not hinting to be this kind of a person. i don't have the ability to empower others and i lack self confidence.



i just want to shutup and sing like Stevie Wonder. instead, i'm just a brown guy with a terrible voice.





"when we are dead, we'll all have wings then we won't need legs to stand"



salaamtak

bassam

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sometime someday

life is beautiful i've been told. and i believe it- i really do.



but somedays are a lot harder than others. and sometimes the littlest things can make things so much more difficult to bare. for some reason as i type this - im pretty shook. i dont really know why.



but life is beautiful. we need to understand how to use our tongue and how to move forward in the right way in certain situations.



i just want to tell myself this as a reminder and hopefully one day i'll look back at this and see that things in my life are moving forward -



inshaAllah.



but why is it that the littlest things make us go wack. that's the power of our heart. the feelings that we have and the moments we think about- this is what comes down to. i will never understand on how it all comes together. but i guess im not supposed to. its just one of those parts of life and thats what it is.

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space for everyone>?

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i wonder what will happen after the space is given to the community. there will be a lot of use of the space, but i wonder if anyone will care to use it. - the idea of it being "neutral" is almost impossible. BUT, wallahu'alim, there's only so much I know when it comes to these topics.



I sincerely believe that Ask Osama has potential. It freaks everyone out. But i wonder if i'm going to get moving on this. it's really hard to say.

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space for everyone>?

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i wonder what will happen after the space is given to the community. there will be a lot of use of the space, but i wonder if anyone will care to use it. - the idea of it being "neutral" is almost impossible. BUT, wallahu'alim, there's only so much I know when it comes to these topics.



I sincerely believe that Ask Osama has potential. It freaks everyone out. But i wonder if i'm going to get moving on this. it's really hard to say.

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